The Just Before....
Everything is ready and planned out as best I could manage. I've been thinking and working things out in my mind for ages and tonight's the night. As always, I'm home alone to the extent that no one will be interrupting this. I take a deep steady breath, one of the last I ever will as, I sit in front of my computer. My finger tip presses down on the laptop's power button and I recline back in my desk chair, waiting for it to turn on and warm up. A few moments pass and I brush some hair behind my ear as I move forward closer and over the keys. Pushing my glasses higher up onto the bridge of my nose I open a fresh document